In the past four months, I was granted the most incredible life changing experiences and people I will ever meet, just for me to lose sight of things because I grew comfortable with one individual so much so I lost my motivation for much of anything. We went through a time together that helped me open my eyes in one of the roughest lessons possible. Figuring out the ways of the world, and having them stripped down to nothing. Sometimes the Universe is strict teacher to get a point across.
Saturn, You by far are my hardest teacher.
There are a few things I've noticed about myself that are almost as if they are ticks in my life.
One. If you grow close to someone, don't lose sight of your goals and dreams. I did this by my own choice, but it made me lose touch with everything. Even the connection was weakening. Lack on energy follows, and habits that you shouldn't pick up. I.E. Smoking, Binge Eating, ect. It's your life. Now would you rather have someone to witness it and spend it with? Or waste your time obsessing over the little things that in turn bust you down piece by piece like a 1000 piece puzzle scattered all over a massive surface area. Some pieces go missing. You may never get them back. It's said that when you grow comfortable with yourself, the child like behaviors trigger in your brain and come out without you realizing it. Having said that, I can speak full fact for it. But how are you ever going to grow [[mentally, spiritually, and physically]] if you keep letting those behaviors come, and not learning how to apply it to an adult situation. My downfall was it was just triggers from spending too much time together. When you aren't focused on yourself, you are focused on your outlets. As in the person, or a substance. But you never really think about yourself. Don't lose sight of those goals and dreams, you overlook the path that was laid out before you.
Two. Don't be a slave to society Do what you WANT to do, not what you think you "Need" to do. Almost everything we have in this place is a luxury. Hell you don't even have to fight to survive. And if you're view on life is that money rules you, you may need to analyze and fix some things in your life. Be happy, be healthy, even if your poor, or if people say its the wrong thing. In the end, none of this matters. So make the best of it while you can.
Three. Don't lose faith with yourself. I ran into this problem. The problem of... "whats the point if we are all going to die anyway?" Well.. that's the point in itself. You WILL die someday, but why spend your life miserable and unhappy? Just pick yourself up and do things for YOU. You and No one else. Feeling down? Get up and do something, pull yourself out of the funk. Feeling Gross or smell bad? Take a shower! Dance in the Rain! Lost a video game match? Don't blame yourself, Just try harder. That's what life is, to TRY HARDER, to prove you can make the best of it and learn as much as you can, while never losing sight of that spiritual goal.
Life is a Challenge.
Every.Single.Day.
I restarted this blog not only to post the random things that flow to you guys, but to remind me. I'm human too, and I do these things. But Listen to the Universe, and she will guide you right.
Another good outlet? Blog.
I just finished writing this entry and I feel refreshed and more motivated.
The Universe has a mind of her own. If you listen, she will guide you with the greatest of ease.
Until Next time..
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